It’s been two weeks since you left us. It seems like an eternity. But it also still doesn’t feel real. And I’m not sure it ever will. I fall asleep thinking of you and wake up thinking of you. I see and hear you everywhere, especially in your boys...who you loved with every ounce of your being. I know you’re still with us. And as deliberate as what happened may seem to others, I know in my heart that it wasn’t. If you truly knew my brother, you know he had an incredible heart. He would do absolutely anything for anyone. I idolized him growing up. There was nothing he couldn’t do. Adam, I would give anything to wrap my arms around you again. But until that day comes, we will honor you. Your boys will know you. Rowen will know you. And I will cling to every precious memory that we shared over the last 33 years. Rest in peace big brother.