I just wanna say it's hard having people always seem attracted to me. They're so enamoured with one part they don't look deeper and see that I'm not so simple. And that I'm actually kinda crazy and attatched. People tend to see me for only one thing and then drop me off the face of the earth when they realize I'm not gonna enable them, and that I'm not just dtf, and furthermore that I'm gonna call people out in their shit. Then they drop me. It sucks. Cause I see all they put on display for me but then their actions and coldness don't add up. I get insecure. I get angry. And I get real. Don't get involved with me and expect me to lower my own standards of living.
I don't know if this makes any sense I just needed to vent. I've noticed a lot of people who I once had chemistry with stop trying and stop talking to me. Perhaps it was because I saw more in you and wanted more. My bad.