NORCO. Charcoal, watercolor and acrylic on gessoed paper. #norco #pills #perscription #drawing #charcoal #charcoaldrawing #watercolor #acrylics #coloradoartist
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So I've started to notice that my depression is blossoming into something more. I've begun to have nightmares about past trauma, moments where I dissociate, situational anxiety and hyperawareness, as well as panic attacks. Basically, I'm thinking it may actually be some form of #pts#ptsd I had a panic attack out of nowhere during work today and it was a bad one. My heart rate is normally 75-85 when resting, and it was at 104, I was shaking, agitated, and had the urge to self harm. Instead, I grabbed a pen and drew over some of my old scars. It may not be the healthiest coping mechanism, and with how hard I was pressing it was borderline harm. But it's something. I do go back to the doctor later this week to adjust my medication and I am going to bring up my suspicion if the ptsd. I am also going to talk with her about getting a #perscription for an emotional support animal. For anyone that's interested (the whole 3 followers that occasionally like my posts) I'll try to keep updates when I'm in a decent state of mind. It's been pretty bad lately, but I'm still trucking #depression #anxiety #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #ptsd #selfharm #coping #keepgoing
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Self Perscription💛A happy & also very confusing..blurry eye vision handeye cordination..with a dash of dizziness & alot of wobbly line drawing 😄..with a mix of emotions & sensations of nausea & painful hurty times in the left side of my beautiful broken brain! A self helping & healing therapeutic process..a creative journey..art therapy doodling😄 Overcoming my persisting post-concussion symptoms....overcoming brain trauma day by day..moment to moment💚Love💚Hope💚Perserverance....keep on going🌞Always xxx #love #life #bra#braintrauma #concussion #concussiongame #painting #arty #artherapy #braintrauma #perscription #happy #keepongoing #doodling #mandala #beautifulbizzare #process #now #create #peace #healing #doingmore &more 💛💚🌱✌🌞👍
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