"I abandon the path & mark my visit deep into natures greens & hidden groves... How the beauty of everything intoxicates me, & consuming it all leaves me only with no sense... Speechless and bewildered, like a baby, words seem but a lost cause to me..." - Aniron #nature#forest#woods#beauty#exq#exquisiteh #exquisite #lossforwords#mystery#life#joy#happiness#walks #dorset #walkingbyfaith
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Heavy rhythms and searing leads- what more could you ask for? Instrumental bliss, mates. #prog #progressivemetal #aristidesguitars #foi #lossforwords
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You will be missed dearly. Fashion icon always and forever. Love and deepest love for you.Thank you for all you shared with the world 🖤 #rip #karllagerfeld #genius #icon #creative #myinspiration #consistency #chanel #family #fendi #lossforwords #fashion #style #bigpimpin #metropolitanoutlaw
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I’ve written, deleted, and re-written this post so many times. Emotions are hard and words are often inadequate. You see, this week has not been a good week, as a dear friend suffered an unimaginable loss. Grieving for another persons loss is such an unusual feeling, you almost feel like it’s selfish to be sad because it’s not “your” loss, but seeing my friend hurting so much is really hard for me - that whole feeling things too deeply, thing. That’s not to say I haven’t been sad for other peoples grief before, but this is something more, I’m heartbroken - not necessarily for myself, but for her and her husband and their family...the whole thing, for lack of a better word, sucks. . And if you’ve met me you know I tend to ease my heartache by filling my belly. Decidedly NOT a good coping mechanism, but one that is so ingrained it’s a hard habit to break. . All this is to say I was more than sure the scale would reflect that this week. But, that wasn’t the case as I only gained 6oz - not horrible, but not the direction I want. I just need to work on finding better coping mechanisms. . My grief for my friend isn’t going to just go away, this kind of heartache doesn’t ease quickly. And let’s face it, as much as I wish life was always coming up roses, that’s not how it works. I’m going to have bad days and I’m going to have moments where I’d literally kill a person for some Costco cake, but I can’t let that throw me. I’m trying to be better for me, so I can be better for everyone else, and healthy coping mechanisms is all a part of that. But I also need to give myself grace and understanding - life is hard, I don’t need to make it harder by being mean to myself. . . #weightlossjourney #grief #mylife #grace #copingmechanism #lossforwords #sympathy #empathy
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