Im sure people that know me we agree I’m a pretty complex character.. I’ll laugh and joke with everyone but let very few people actually become “close”
God forbid if anyone does because the old wall eventually goes up and I retract away.
I’ve been pondering why all week .. I guess I just like it that way if your not overly friendly then people can’t let you down or not live up to expectations they can’t hurt you or disappoint you.. .
I’ve often thought Wing chun was my escape from the real world and it was summed up today .. had a bad day and the only thing I could think of doing to cheer me up was train. .
We all need an escape but we all also need the support of others and sometimes I need to remember this ... I’m no longer the teenage with the chip on his shoulder fighting the world ..
But I suppose as the saying goes “you can take the kid from the street but your never take the street from the kid” .
Looking forward to Friday night doing what I enjoy most ..
Train hard and fight easy 💪