“We only said goodbye with words...I died a 100 times...you go back to him & I go Back to Black” .....forever RIP....#grave #cemetary #fitfam #bodybuilding #bodybuilder #31yearsold #backtoblack #rip #suitandtie #atx #austin #austintx #blueskies #usarmy #usarmyvet #oldsoul #oldsouls #grieving #deceased
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The waves of grief are crashing around me today. Not only in my days, but my nights have tears and waking with the weight of loss in my heart. Trying to cope with a third loss in 9 months. 🖤🖤🖤 . . . . . #grief #sad #sadness #tears #wavesofgrief #nightmares #bereavement #grieving #lifegoesonbutitshard #toomanygoodonesgone #myhearthurts #toughyears #mentalwellbeing #mentalhealth #mind #saddreams
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Hey #instafam it's been a hot minute since I've been on here. It's time to play a little catch up on life. In January, my fiance and I found out we were pregnant. My #wlsfam can vouch for me when I say this was a miracle. We were so excited and nervous for this special time in our lives. After a couple of concerning doctors visits, we found out I was having a miscarriage. I've never experienced this kind of heartbreak before. At this time, I'm still following up with my doctor to make sure my levels go back down appropriately. On April 8th, my hcg level was at 41.1 mIU/ML and progesterone at 0.4 ng/mL. I go back early this week to repeat labs. Please send prayers and positivity our way. ❤️ February 19th, 2019. 👼 #miscarriage #miscarriageawareness #miscarriagesupport #support #lif#liferwls #fertility #fertilityjourney #life #weightlossjourney #weightlossgoals #health #fightlikeagirl #babyloss #babylosssupport #babylossawareness #loss #grieving #grievingprocess #pregnant #pregnancy #pregnancyloss #pregnancytest #pregnancydiary #pregnancyproblems #pregnancyjourney #pregnancyafterwls #pregnancylossawareness
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One of my closest friends had just lost her mother this past November and I personally experienced a major loss with my father. The truth is no matter how much you try to control and suppress your emotions, it will never be completely gone or healed. So, what I learned is to be at a place of acceptance that your life must still go on with a hole in your heart. Validate your loss, emotions, and broke heart, but don’t lose the greatest love of all; self love and self care. ❤️🙏🏼 #selfcare #selflove #grief #grieving #higherself #los#lossovedone #loss #death #live #abundance #awakening #divinelove #higherconsciousness #acceptance #pow#poweroflove #powerofpositivity #hope #gratitude #power #strength #strengthquotes #selfcontrol #family #parents #children #partners #relationshipgoals #relationshipquotes #hea#healing #healingcrystals #healing
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One of my closest friends had just lost her mother this past November and I personally experienced a major loss with my father. The truth is no matter how much you try to control and suppress your emotions, it will never be completely gone or healed. So, what I learned is to be at a place of acceptance that your life must still go on with a hole in your heart. Validate your loss, emotions, and broke heart, but don’t lose the greatest love of all; self love and self care. ❤️🙏🏼 #selfcare #selflove #grief #grieving #higherself #los#lossovedone #loss #death #live #abundance #awakening #divinelove #higherconsciousness #acceptance #pow#poweroflove #powerofpositivity #hope #gratitude #power #strength #strengthquotes #selfcontrol #family #parents #children #partners #relationshipgoals #relationshipquotes #hea#healing #healingcrystals #healing
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One of my closest friends had just lost her mother this past November and I personally experienced a major loss with my father. The truth is no matter how much you try to control and suppress your emotions, it will never be completely gone or healed. So, what I learned is to be at a place of acceptance that your life must still go on with a hole in your heart. Validate your loss, emotions, and broke heart, but don’t lose the greatest love of all; self love and self care. ❤️🙏🏼 #selfcare #selflove #grief #grieving #higherself #los#lossovedone #loss #death #live #abundance #awakening #divinelove #higherconsciousness #acceptance #pow#poweroflove #powerofpositivity #hope #gratitude #power #strength #strengthquotes #selfcontrol #family #parents #children #partners #relationshipgoals #relationshipquotes #hea#healing #healingcrystals #healing
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This ......I just don't have words❣️ but what I can say is that dry patch in the background in right where I live but in the green to the right 🤭 #healing #grieving #how #is #this #not #a #literal #piece #peace #of #heaven #home #canada #britishcolumbia #ilivehere #wow #blessed #thankyou #missing #my #kids
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