It's been a few days since I posted anything. I've been struggling mentally. Yesterday was the first day in weeks that I spent any more than 20mins outside my house or someone else's house. It's nearly been 2 years since I've been in school or at a job. Having a reason to be social and surrounded by other people. Spending too much time alone has been really hard for me. I know I talk about the importance of selfcare but I clearly haven't been doing enough of it. I love my children more than anything... But I truly need something else to spend my time doing... And to choose to put the effort into it. I've simply been anxious about not making it back to my oldest's bus after school in time. And have trapped myself at home with that excuse. I feel better after our hike yesterday. What do you do to unwind, get adult time, or just feel better mentally in general? . . . . . . . . . #goth #gothic #gothgirl #gothgoth #gothmom #got#gothparent> #gothparent #alternative #altmom #alt#altparent> #altparent #altgirl #spooky #spookygirl #spookymom #spookyparent #spookyparents #ghoulgirl #monstergirl #monstermom #creepygirl #creepyparents #creepymom #mom #nofilter #motd #fotd #vamp
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I swear just yesterday you were a tiny six pound newborn cradled in my arms. Now you are as big as your personality: sprawling out and squirming, you are a force that cannot be contained. Only when you sleep are you peaceful and at rest. These few, rare hours where it is just you nuzzled into into me, ever still and calm, I cherish so, so much. I know one day, you will choose to have our amazing journey come to an end, but until then though, my love, nurse and let our two hearts be one🤱🏼💕 #normalizebreastfeeding #normalizeextendedbreastfeeding
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