It's not easy to take a picture of the back of your head. #selfie #headtattoo #girlswithink
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Constantly going back and forth between enjoying having so much hair because it keeps my head warm, to wanting to chop the entire thing off because my head is two warm 😬 • • • #alt#alternativefashion #mods #gir#gir#girlstattoos #alternativegirl #girl #girls #happy #happiness #blueeyes #hair #makeup #inspire #inspired #tattoo #tattoos #ink #inked #tattooedgirls #girlswithink #black #blackout #blackwork #alternative
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“Will I be more than flesh? Can I leave more than bones? Will these words have an impact Can they be carved into stone? Force yourself to remember Or choose to forget You can't leave this world as a lion Or just fall asleep in it.” . . . #tra#transformationday #tt #transformation #ino#inourwake #inourwake #atreyu #photography #cancersucks #sostokedfortomorrow #girlswithink #tattoos #throwback #nowandthen #whatadifferenceayearmakes #canon #bestsurpriseever #brotherhoodofmarinecorpsriders
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So I've been kinda distant from my account lately..I been really in my head tbh. Like idk I haven't been completely honest with everything cuz I feel I'm faking/not struggling the way I know I am. So since starting the new meds it hasnt really had a change yet but at least it's not worse. My anxiety is still pretty intense and mood is still low but pushing thru. The derealization/dissociation is still a struggle..most days I dont feel real or feel like my body is mine and it's pretty concerning. I've cut out caffine from my diet due to my anxiety which I have found helpful altho I'm even more exhausted than normal. So the thing I haven't been open with and I doubt anyone read this far down so it doesnt matter .. is that I have been struggling a lot of my eating issues again. My mind is a disaster around body image, my weight, and intake. I've been losing weight pretty rapidly but I'm overweight still so I dont feel I'm sick. Like my mind is telling me it's impossible to be anorexic again because I'm not underweight. Which I know is a lie, but I feel like a fraud and a fake admitting that my ED behaviours are strong again but I wanna be honest here so there it is. I've mentioned it to my psychiatrist and hes asked if I want an assessment done or the ED team involved so I'm thinking that over. Idk I already regret saying anything here but I also wanna be honest with my mental health struggles because theres no shame in struggling. I do find my preoccupation with my food and intake has been helping mask some of my BPD episodes which is nice to have a break from it but also concerning cuz I may not be dealing with the issues properly so tryna remember that for therapy and practicing my skills. #update #realside #honest #mentalhealthawareness #faceofdepression #anxiety #bpd #embarassed #follow4follow #followforfollow #ifollowback #ialwaysfollowback #likeforlike #like4like #igers #tagforlikes #instamood #instagood #instalike #mood #selfcare #sober #girlswithink #cute #beautiful #redhairdontcare
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