@tashatripphair it was great to meet you! I LOVE my braids! So fun! 🤘🤘 #rainbow #findingdory #mermaidhair #butterflyloftsalon
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19 Ginger III dsc_0219 #nature #riding #rainbow
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pal cumple de pnxaa #nails #pretty #rainbow #biz #leeyumm
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So I’m on day +3 of no antidepressant, day 1 of zero prn, bc switching doctor’s (or more likely, going thru a long period of not having a doctor) will almost definitely leave me without access to ambien or benzodiazepines. So I’m trying to wean myself early while I still have a few (~15) left. Spoiler alert: it’s a terrible time. Gonna try Benadryl for sleep and I guess alcohol for anxiety 🤷🏻‍♀️ the poor man’s self-medication 😂😂 Anyway my mood has been plummeting and I have no doubt that it’s chemically related. Doc told me to try to keep myself busy this weekend, so I just volunteered for 4 hours, but I have no plans for the rest of the weekend ...... making this the perfect time to attempt suicide. So many people have been killing themselves lately, and a 5th? person from my school was just reported dead this year. 5 is a LOT in a year in a school of <10,000. People are just dropping like flies and I can’t even deal with how profoundly sad I am about it and how triggered I am, especially when combined with my recent lack of professional support. :/ #prayforme #depressed #depression #suicide #suicidal #antidepressant #withdrawal #kms #killme #iwanttodie #mentalillness #imalone #overdose #broken #hopeless #gottagiveemhope #rainbow #pride #lgbt #volunteering
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