@reynabiddy
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i love my love. a psalm for us. umi. mother of all ⚡️ does your heart feel any better today? Sunday Gems Podcast; cohost. link below💛
574 Posts
132k Followers
11 Following
i love my love. a psalm for us. umi. mother of all ⚡️ does your heart feel any better today? Sunday Gems Podcast; cohost. link below💛
to those of you new here, i have a book. 💛 to those of you who been riding for a minute, thank you from the bottom of my heart. you have a favorite poem? lemme know. if you get a second i dropped a new poem on soundcloud, “last night demo”, listen. if you get another second, leave a nice review on either book on amazon. thank you 😘
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my valentine’s 💛
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don’t find yourself back there. where you worked so hard to grow from.
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found this picture of myself from when i was carrying umi 🦋
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like, deeper than anyone ever will. do you know what it’s like to feel dead inside and see you so alive, still?
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everytime i look at umi i think back to when we got these ultrasound pictures. allll i could think about is howwww will my baby look??? i knew forsure he had dimples. which made me really happy + excited because both my parents & mark have dimples lol. i knew his cheeks were gonna be gianttttt but mostly i knew he was going to be suchhh a happy baby & i swear everyday i’m sooo thankful that he is. i cant believe in a couple days he’ll be 7 months 😫😫. this has been the fastest slowest 7 months of my life lmao. i literally breastfed EVERY hour on the dot until his 6th month. i still feed every hour to two hrs at night 😢. waking up hourly to feed on top of waking out my sleep in between time to stop him from scratching himself in his sleep has been so challenging especially this past week. i’m STILL just as sleep deprived today as i was the first couple of nights after his birth. and somehow i’ve managed to just keep calm, float throughout the day, and tell myself it’ll be okay. on top of trying to lose this baby weight on top of trying to be creative 😓 i’m whooooped lol. i really want umi to have a sibling close in age but i really don’t see it happening 😕. i feel like with all of this and my pregnancy trauma idk if i’m strong or courageous enough to do it. i feel guilty bc i feel this makes me selfish. but all your girl really needs is a couple nights of 4 straight hours of sleep. 😰😫😫 that is all
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sum i don’t really talk much about.
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album #2 coming soon. what should i call it? what should i speak about? gimme some ideas. 😈 (a lot of people will say self love.. i feel like that’s all i ever talk about lmao. sum new plz.) artwork: @peathefeary 💛
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