My counselor asked me yesterday, "But is that the reality of things right now? I know its was your reality but is it now?" I answered, "no, it's not." He said, "why are you basing your feelings on something that's not reality?" I said, "because it was my reality at one point." He replied, "But its not your reality right now. Whats being done to you is not what was, if it was you wouldnt be here. You are holding on to something that was real, then. What's being done to you now makes that no longer reality. Its no longer real. Its just a memory. You need to base your feelings on what is real. What is being done now. What the reality of how you're being treated is now. And let go of what is no longer a reality but more just a memory. Your holding so much fear that if you let go of this memory of what was your reality that itll never be your reality again. You'll never feel that again. But the truth is you'll never know if you dont let go. You cant change what's being done but you can choose to accept it. Accept your reality for what it is and stop fearing losing what is already a memory. Start getting excited about what could come and be open to every possibility life has to offer. Maybe that reality will be your reality again. Thats unknown. But you'll never know unless you let go of what was and stop living in a memory of how it used to be"
Lord grant me the strength to accept
My memories for what was
My reality for what is
My future for what will be ##iknowmyworth #ichooseme#ifyouloveitletitgo#whatsmeanttobewillbe#donelivinginamemory#nomoredenial#leadwithlove #
December is the BEST time of year. MY BIRTH MONTH! Happy December birthday to me. I’m thankful that I only have 17 days left in this apartment! And I’m thankful I got to spend my birthday in Arizona with my family! I was eating anything and everything I wanted. I have 2 New Years Fit challenges starting soon, so I had to get all my good food in! 31 will be the best year yet! It’ll be even better if my 2nd birthday wish comes true! 🎁 🎂 #birthdaywishes#positivethinking#whatsmeanttobewillbe