I exercise in the morning before my brain figures out what I’m doing.
It also provides me with energy throughout the day.
I also like that it helps me clear my head so I can start the day with a fresh mind frame.
When do you prefer to workout?
Vulnerable & Long Post Ahead!
Before starting this journey I never thought I would be in a place where I loved myself. I never thought I would lose the fat, and I never thought I would enjoy taking pictures of myself.
I used to hate looking at myself in the mirror and would always wear loose fitting shirts to hide my body. I was also not comfortable being around Taylor in slim fitting clothes. I was embarrassed for myself and always questioned how Taylor could love someone like this. I knew something needed to change because there was so much doubt and self-hate in my mind that it was not healthy. I hid the negativity towards myself really well from everyone but I was my own worst critic.
It wasn't until I started this journey that I realized how unhappy I was and how badly I needed this. When I think about my journey and look back at where I started I feel as if I am a completely different person.
I love who I am becoming! I now love taking pictures or getting pictures taken of me. I feel comfortable wearing a fitted t-shirt with jeans. There are days where I can't stop looking in mirror at my myself and most of all there are days where I look at myself and appreciate my body and have so much self-love. I have way too much it that I feel the need to share it with everyone.
To be at one my lowest points to where I am now I know I will never let myself go back to that dark place. I have gained so much from all of this. My relationship with Taylor has been at its all time best and I often think how lucky he is to have someone like me!, I am happy all of the time, I have a different outlook on life and I have changed for the better (at least I think so!)
You too can feel like this! It is now my goal to help as many people as possible get out of that darkness and jump into the light of self-love and appreciation.