Trigger warning ⚠️:
I hit an all time low. I said my goodbyes to my family this morning. Last night I was sobbing in my mom’s arms. I told her that my soul was so tired. I kept pleading with her to let me go.
I would be in the hospital if my insurance wasn’t a joke.
I am at home under the watchful care of my parents.
My goal is not about changing my suicidal feelings, instead knowing my limit and reaching out when I am actively trying to rid those thoughts.