Lately I’ve been MIA because I’ve been in and out of hospital with so many infections I can’t even count anymore so Here I go and tell the story -
First picture: The last couple months I’ve been having issues with my dialysis access line (perm catheter). Some of the problems or issues were dialysis machine keeps alarming, disturbing others because the noise was annoying and loud, dialysis machine would clot because of too much alarms and so much more things. So after complaining and advocating to the doctors and also nurses telling the doctors to change the line, the first line change was a month ago and once I had it in that night I also had dialysis so we tried it out and not even 20 mins into my run and my machine keeps alarming every 2 seconds, clotted twice and had to change the circuit and had to end treatment early because of all the problems I’ve been having. So the next day I got change again for the second time and the found a clot inside the catheter. -
Second picture: Not even two weeks into the new lines it got infected and I got another blood infection. The doctors had to take it out and gave my chest a rest, this was an hour after they took my line out and look how damage my skin was. Hopefully it heals and doesn’t look like that but oh well another battle scar that I am proud of wearing. ......... Third picture: They put a temporary line in for a couple of days or until I was clear from the infection.
Fourth picture: They didn’t want me to go home with a temporary line because it was a high risk for infection so they change it again to a perm catheter. -
So I’ve basically had four line change in a month. Endless counts of admission to the hospital and also so many infections that the doctors don’t know why I keep getting them. I try to think positive and when I feel down that I change that frown upside down to a smile. I just have to keep positive. This Christmas I don’t expect any gift expect for the doctors decision on when I will be able to get my kidney transplant #dialysisproblems#dialysisprincess#kidneywarrior
I know all of my posts are usually happy, but this one is different from the rest...He Was Only 15 😭😭😭 My heart aches for the family and friends that have to deal with this horrible tragedy! Words Hurt A lot more than you think so before you open your mouth about someone think about what their home life could be like or the fact that they could be wearing a mask behind their face to cover up the pain and make them look stronger, but honestly they’re dying inside and unfortunately Depression leads to suicidal thoughts and in this case...He killed himself because he was getting bullies! 😭😭😭 Please if you know anyone that gets bullied or has depression, help them out, be there for them, comfort them, let them know they are loved, pray for them, and never judge a book by its cover because you haven’t seen the pages in that book- Tyler Metcalf
If you have to do what’s right and march into the schools if they aren’t doing something about bullying because that may just save your son’s, your daughter’s or your friend’s life! Be The Change and stop bullying! RIP Connor! ✝️ #stopbullying#wordshurt#wordskill#nobullying#depressioncanbebeat#sad#heartbreaking#soyoung#youwillbemissed#rip