*will be deleted soon* So after 3 months of being clean I've done it again. I'm not here to triger you I just need to speak whatever is on my heart. No need to call the police or something cause I'm already treated well by my parents and friends who support me daily. Still i feel depressed and i hate myself so much. At a time of weakness i did it again and now i regret it. I hope there won't be a next time... #men#mentalth #mental #anxiety #depression #sel#selfharmmm #selfharm #sad #sorrow #depressed #suicidial
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Your only real pain lies in unbelief. 💘
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noth·ing ˈnəTHiNG/Submit pronoun pronoun: nothing; plural noun: nothings 1. not anything; no single thing. "I said nothing" synonyms: not a thing, not anything, nil, zero, naught/nought; informalzilch, zip, nada, diddly-squat, squat "all my efforts add up to nothing" antonyms: something
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(John 11:39) There will be times during our Christian journey when God will remind us of Psalm 46:10 - Be still and know that He is God. He reminds us of this verse because He wants us to trust Him to handle whatever the situation maybe in our lives. There will be other times when God will remind us of Psalm 37:7, which tells us to wait patiently on the Lord. Often times He reminds us of this verse when His timing and our timing don't line up; and 10 times out of 10 it's our timing that's off. But there will be other times when God will have us working with Him as we obey Him. In this verse Jesus instructs His followers to take away the stone so He could perform the miracle of raising Lazarus from the dead. (John 11:43) But what's interesting is Jesus didn't need them to do anything. He could have just spoken a word and the rock would have moved itself, after all, if He was able to raise the dead, He surely was able to move a rock. But there will be times we will have to be listening and obeying the voice of the Lord as He instructs us on how to move forward in life. That's why it's always good to find some quiet time away with the Lord so you can hear when He speaks. Find that time daily where you turn that TV off, turn the volume on your cellphone off (not just put it on vibrate) and listen for the voice of the Lord especially after you've prayed. And if God has already told you to do something, it's in your best interest to be doing it. God loves you! Give your life to Christ Say Lord I confess my sins, and I make You my Lord and Savior. From @joseph4inspiration #Depressed #Loser #Sad #Blood #Depression #Suicidal #Lonely #Ugly #Unhappy #kik #S4S #Like4Like #Unloved #Anxiety #Failure #Killme #Suicide #Worthless #Death #Hopeless #Unnoticed #Bleeding #Bipolar #Cut #selfharmmm #Anorexia #Eatingdisorder #triggerwarning
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I'm so fucking sick of my dad, I swear to god if he screams at me or puts his hands on me one more time I'm running away
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I wish you could get out my mind!!😩💔 Follow @harmingisaddicting for more💜 • • • #selfharmmm #hemademethisway #skinny #anorexia #depression #depressionquotes #depressed
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I got really drunk last night and this guy made out with me and did other stuff with me... we were both black out drunk and we don’t remember the whole thing. I don’t know what to do... I feel so embarrassed and I just wanna die even more. I’m scared my boyfriend will find out. Whatever happened I didn’t mean for it to... i never should’ve gone to that party #suicidalthoughts #suicide #scars #depression #anxiety #anorexia #anorexic #cuttingmyself #selfharmmm
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you are loved! you are valid! we are here for you. feel free to dm us whenever! we love you guys ❤️❤️ •chey - Follow @anxiety.cant.beat.us for more - - Comment on our Sarahah (Link in bio) - - DMs are always open - - - TAGS: #anxiety #depression #sel#selfharma> #selfharm #socialanxiety #mentalhealth #selfconfidence #bodypositivity #safespace #personalitydisorder #anorexia #lgbt #gender #pansexual #gay #bisexual #agender #suicide #help #mentalillness #lesbian #cutting #transgender #ftm #mtf #equality
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You know it's getting bad when you get 4 am thoughts in the middle of the day :/ •••••••••••••• #selfharm #depression #depressed #anxiety #fat #fml #kms #cut #cutting #fuckmylife #pleasekillme #ihatemyself #selfharn #selfharmmm #selfharnnnn #iwanttodie
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Can’t sleep because I’m over thinking, this depression has me wrapped around its little finger, I want a way out, but I’ll stay to fight. At least till the morning light #selfharmmm #deppression #deppressed #sad #sadness #suicide #cut#cutting #cut
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I did a lot if homework today. But there is still so much I have to do. And I don't know if I'm able to do all of this. Just have to wait #cutting #selfharmmm #suicide #suicidal #svv#svv #rit#rit#ritzen #depression #hatemyself #killme #death #anxiety #loneliness #alone #panicattack #ritzen #svv #ritzen
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I am so done. I don’t care if I have resources. I don’t deserve what I’ve got. I deserve a slow and painful death. I think I’ll give myself just that. Say what you want, but I’m gonna be the kid who ran into traffic and got hit. That’s how I want it. I’m sorry that I’m such a big fuck up. #cutting #cuts #selfharm #selfhate #selfharmmm #selfharrrm #depression #depressed #suicide #suicidal #ugly #worthless #donewithlife #dumb #fat #kys
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Sorry I haven’t been active shits going on I was clean and now I’m not 🙄 • • • • • • • • • • • #pain #painful #newblades #sad #sadness #depressed #anxiety #purging #killme #idontwannalive #selfharmmm #selfharn
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Ich sitze mittlerweile im Zug nach Würzburg. Habe vorhin auch wieder eine panikattacke gehabt aber habe mal nicht geschrien. Meine Eltern wissen davon nicht. Ich hoffe ich schaffe es clean zu bleiben weil ich vorhin starken Druck bekommen habe. Es wird einfach nicht einfacher. Ich hatte die Hoffnung dass es dieses mal leichter wird aber nope. Mal sehen wie es endet. Am Freitag habe ich übrigens die neuen Monsta X Alben bekommen! Ich habe ein kleines Fotoheft, eine CD und 2 Fotokarten wo mein Liebling drauf ist bekommen 💖 ich habe mich zwar extrem gefreut aber konnte es nicht zeigen 🤔 wenn ich auf der Gruppe bin werde ich mal schauen wie ich es aufstelle. Ich wünsche euch noch einen schönen Abend! [#depressed #depressiv #svv #gedanken #suizid #ritzen #depression #alleine #alone #death #wanttodie #killmyself #ugly #cutting #selfharmmm #smoke #fighter #staystrong #recoverywins]
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