LETTER TO A FRIEND-
The world is a shitty place filled with shitty people. But there are some people who try their best to be good and do good to others no matter the cost to themselves. Yes it is a noble thing but it is also very stupid. You see, there is only so much they can give. And there comes a point when there's nothing left in them anymore. No hope. No energy. No will to live. You are one of those good people. And when that point comes, you need to sit back and think of each and every thing and person that is draining you. Then think of each and every person and thing that DOESN'T drain you. Talk to those people. Try to REMEMBER what it feels like to RECEIVE love instead of just giving it. Take as much love and patience from these people as you need to get back up on your feet. Remember that YOU HAVE TO get back up on your feet. It's okay if the process takes time. But KNOW that eventually that is your goal and you WILL get there. And once you are back on your feet, sever yourself from each and every person and thing that is draining you and hurting you. Once again this process might end with you on the ground. But you NEED to do it. You need to walk away. There is still so much out there in this world that is waiting to be seen by you and experienced by you. This, what you are going through right now, is not the sum total of your life. These experiences are probably just a character or two in the entire equation of your life. Know that. BELIEVE that. And walk away. People like these come and go. That's who they are meant to be. They aren't meant to stay. I know it's so hard to believe when this keeps happening over and over. When people come, fuck you up and leave again and again. And it gets so hard to hold on to even the ones that are meant to stay. Its going to be really hard. And so damn unfair. But you are better than that. Stronger than that. You have it in you to carry on. For your own sake. And for those people who are meant to stay with you. Who will forever be there no matter what. When you feel like giving up, when the phrase 'i can't' keeps going on in your mind, it is these people you call who will remind you that yes you can and you will.