I hate myself. I made this account to try & get some confidence. I've been picked on my dad until I had no self esteem and a negative way of viewing myself. I was told that because I'm fat that I won't be loved. No one cares what your face looks like if you're fat. No one wants a fat girl. This has caused a lot of problems for me personally. Even after finding a man that loves & thinks I'm sexy, I don't see it. I've had 2 kids and hate to see myself. I don't post full body pictures because I don't think other people wanna see that. I'm thick in weird places, my ass is too big & my boob's are too small. But I'm trying. I'm working everyday at being better emotionally and physically. It is working. I've got a long way to go but I'm finally getting in a good spot to love myself.
Such a lovely evening with these ladies 😘❤️😍 plan was to have dinner and then go look at the Lumiere lights but we chatted for so long we missed most of the lights 😬 who knew they turn them off after 10pm?! 🤷🏻♀️ #friends#saturdaynight#carluccios#london#lumiere