#BEYOUtifulU day 12 @Cuchira
TOXIC RELATIONSHIPS: well I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again, I’m at a VERY good point in my life now where I’m no longer depressed and letting others drag me down. I’m in a GREAT relationship, one I never imagined I would ever have. My first marriage was HORRIBLE. And going through my shit with him, I even said I would never marry again... but guess what?! That isn’t the case! My LOVE and I are uniting in the spring and I CAN NOT WAIT!
Going through dark periods are extremely difficult and it is oh so rewarding once you are able to break through the darkness and bathe in the light at the end of the tunnel.
I have learned over the years to cut toxic people out of my life, ones that make me feel like shit, give me bad vibes, give me knots in my stomach, or elevate my blood pressure... I have also learned to ignore and do what is best for me. I have gotten pretty good at this and my circle of friends is extremely small, but I am totally okay with that!
Examining my relationships right now, I only have 2 that I consider to be semi-toxic and neither of them are extremely terrible, but I flat out cannot cut either of these people out of my life, it is just impossible. They do not hurt me, but they both tend to bring my mood down with their negativity. I try so hard to look on the bright side of things in my own life, that when I find others complaining and not doing anything to help themselves I get extremely frustrated... especially the one that absolutely does NOT care to even listen to my advice. It’s almost like she could talk to a wall and be satisfied with just bitching and wallowing in her negative thoughts. But I fo call her on her shit ALL the time as I would do anyone else, so I guess that’s how I cope. 🤷🏻♀️ STATUS UPDATE ON MY CHALLENGES:
⭐️Daily journal: I like this a lot... I do see it helping to uncover some things that I’ve been through and also to see the growth that I’ve had over the years.
⭐️Addiction: oh my Rockstars 🙄 it’s been 8 days since my last one and it’s harder to wake up in the mornings with coffee alone, but I’m still on the train 😫 on a positive note, I am saving money by not purchasing them!
Fang an zu Glauben,🙏
Statt zu Zweifeln!🤕
Wenn du ganz fest an etwas glaubst dann bist du auch Positiv drauf eingestellt!🙌
Doch wenn du anfängst dran zu Zweifeln, es zu hinterfragen dann wirst du immer Fragwürdiger ob es überhaupt noch Sinn macht!😣
Du selbst hast es zu entscheiden!👍
Macht es Sinn dran zu Glauben ?🤔
Natürlich! Wenn es für dich das richtige ist dann aufjedenfall!🔥
Glaubst du an die Liebe ?❤
Dann glaub ganz fest daran!🙏
Glaubst du an dich selbst ?🙌
Dann glaub ganz fest daran!💪
Doch halte daran fest und lass es nicht gehen oder Zweifel dran sonst stehst du dir selbst nur im Weg!❌
Belief in yourself and never stop!💯
We all wear different "masks" daily. We're afraid to say how we truly feel. Scared people will judge us or scared of rejection. Those people that you're the most comfortable around, you're not able to muster up the courage to let ALL your insecurities, feelings, mistakes, heartaches and triumphs show. Life isn't all roses & unicorns. Take off your masks that leaves you empty, & dry. Don't dance around your feelings, speak up. Keeping in your feelings is draining. Don't get lost in the sea of faces. Throw off that mask your hiding behind. Lets be real. Let the rawness sink in.I welcome your brokenness with open arms. Know you're so loved!!! Your brokenness is welcome here! 💗 •