™ ac: @pxychopxth date: january 23, 2018 _ ⇴Caption: for sure. The demons have this grip on me that I feel is like a wall, like they protect me from any emotional hurt. But this wall isn't very strong. _ ⇴Tags: { #broken #mentaldisorder #mentallyill #mentalillness #selfharmmm #sad #sadquotes #ritzen #depression #depressed #triggerwarning #anorexia #ed #eatingdisorder #ptsd #adhd #did #bulimia #psychosis #schizophrenia #suicidal #suicide #ihatemyself #numb #alone #cry #anxiety #paranoid #ana #depressionen }
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Night snack is a #pintparty with @goddess.of.icecream and @benandjerrys.princess of @graeters mint chocolate chip ice cream! 😋🍦🍨🍫🌱 the chocolate in this pint good lord 😍 I’m a bit stressed about my friends but overall pretty dang happy :) I’m trying to accept that I don’t always have control and that’s okay 👏 I also signed up to lead a huge retreat at my school so hopefully I get the spot 🤞 goodnight angels!! ❤️😘 xxx #prorecovery #minniemaud #edfam #ednos #edfood #edarmy #edrecovery #anawho #anabitch #anawarrior #anarecovery #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #recoverywarrior #recoveryarmy #anorexia #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattolive #eattogrow #eattogain #edfamily #anafamily #goodbyeed #edcommunity #countblessingsnotcalories #happypoints
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™ ac: @pxychopxth date: january 23, 2018 _ ⇴Caption: First Day back from a week break. I hate it so much already. I would kill myself before I had to go to school. :/ _ ⇴Tags: { #broken #mentaldisorder #mentallyill #mentalillness #selfharmmm #sad #sadquotes #ritzen #depression #depressed #triggerwarning #anorexia #ed #eatingdisorder #ptsd #adhd #did #bulimia #psychosis #schizophrenia #suicidal #suicide #ihatemyself #numb #alone #cry #anxiety #paranoid #ana #depressionen }
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I forgot to do my homework! Guess who's getting an afterschool - Tags: #thi#thinaton #thin #thinspo #thinsperation #Skinny #goalweight #ana #anorexia #weightloss #calorie #eatingdisorder #small #bulimia
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So I started my fast at 7:08pm EST and I will do a 24hr fast. Once I hit the 24hr mark, I will see how I'm doing and I might decide to bump it up to a 48hr fast. On a side note, that 4 mile walk really motivated me 😊 #exercise #thi#thinaton #skinny #asthetic #ana #ed #anorexia #dyingtobethin #soclose #thin #skinnygirl #restrict
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Bonjour mes 🐻 j'espère que vous avez bien dormi😊 perso ouhlala oui après hier soir ou les souvenirs ont refait surface pendant un bon repos quart d'heures oui😱 c'était vraiment affreux hier soir, je ne voulais parler à personne à part à la personne qui n'est plus la depuis 7 mois et 29 jours...😔 Bon sinon aujourd'hui journée tranquille 🙌 Deux heures de sport, deux heures au ciné, deux heures de littérature et deux heures de séance vocale 🙈 Ça va être dingue 😍 Et j'ai emporté des goûter pour tenir parce que avec le sport et comme je finis à 6...💪 Donc ce matin c'était trop booon et énorme parce que sporttt❤ ✅la moitié de ce bouteille de jus de pomme (100ml)🙊 ✅Une banane💗 ✅Une barre cocopops🎉 Bonne journée 🐻 #ed #edf#edf#edfighta> #edfighters #edfigh #edfight #edfamily #edr#edrecovery #edrecover #eat #eatingdisorder #ana #anorexie #anorexia #anorexiementale #anorexiafight #anorexierestrictive #anorexiarecovery #rec#rec#recover>/a> #recoveryfood #recoveryfamily #recoverywin #recover #recovery #recovering #tca #weight #breakfast 📉
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Guten Morgen ihr Lieben 💚 Heute Morgen beschleicht mich ein Gefühl der Ziellosigkeit. Dann frage ich mich, was will ich eigentlich? Wo will ich hin im Leben? Und fange an wieder ALLES in Frage zu stellen. Dann weiß ich nicht mal mehr wie es mir gerade eigentlich geht. Fühle ich mich gut, oder schlecht? Oder garnicht? Irgendwie habe ich dann nur noch 1000 Fragezeichen im Kopf und nirgends eine Antwort. Wer kennt das noch? #ano#anorexiaosa #anorexia #eat#eatingdisordervery #eatingdisorder #essstörung #ed #edfighter #anxiety #anxietydisorder #depression #recoveryprocess #realrecovery #prorecovery #recoveryisworthit #recoverforlife #recoverforhappiness #recoveringfromanorexia #fckana #foodisfuell #foodislife #foodlove #foodporn #foodblogger #nourishtoheal #nourishtoflorish #treatyourselfright #selflove
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™ ac: @pxychopxth date: january 23, 2018 _ ⇴Caption: Honestly I wish I had the guts to commit suicide. Sure I try to swallow pills but I always end up puking them out again. It's so annoying. Whatever I do, I can't do anything right. _ ⇴Tags: { #broken #mentaldisorder #mentallyill #mentalillness #selfharmmm #sad #sadquotes #ritzen #depression #depressed #triggerwarning #anorexia #ed #eatingdisorder #ptsd #adhd #did #bulimia #psychosis #schizophrenia #suicidal #suicide #ihatemyself #numb #alone #cry #anxiety #paranoid #ana #depressionen }
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I used to be happy with my wrists but now I can see how fat they are - Tags: #thi#thinaton #thin #thinspo #thinsperation #Skinny #goalweight #ana #anorexia #weightloss #calorie #eatingdisorder #small #bulimia
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™ ac: @pxychopxth date: january 23, 2018 _ ⇴Caption: I hate talking. I either talk too much or talk to little. I always talking about random crap not even related to the conversation. I think I use the word I a lot which shows how selfish I am. I need to die. _ ⇴Tags: { #broken #mentaldisorder #mentallyill #mentalillness #selfharmmm #sad #sadquotes #ritzen #depression #depressed #triggerwarning #anorexia #ed #eatingdisorder #ptsd #adhd #did #bulimia #psychosis #schizophrenia #suicidal #suicide #ihatemyself #numb #alone #cry #anxiety #paranoid #ana #depressionen }
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gonna do a line of random stuff as a theme divider or just to break stuff up sometimes - Tags: #thi#thinaton #thin #thinspo #thinsperation #Skinny #goalweight #ana #anorexia #weightloss #calorie #eatingdisorder #small #bulimia
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Morning ❤️❤️❤️ Neuer Tag, neue Chance. Ja hoffentlich wird er besser als gestern!! Darf ja jetzt erstmal zur Uni laufen 🎉😅 Und danach dann mein Fahrrad abholen 🙆🏼 Außerdem gehts dann heute mal wieder zum Arzt - diesmal zum Rhematologen zur Knochendichtemessung .. hab ich echt etwas Angst vor .. habt ihr das schon mal gemacht? Und ansonsten muss ich dann echt mal anfangen für die Klausur morgen zu lernen .. hoffe ihr habt einen guten Tag ❤️❤️❤️❤️ Meine Produkte: - Erdnussmus von @eisbluemerl_naturkost - Goji Beeren von @berioo.superfood - Äpfel von @apfelclub
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My poor girlfriend goes through so much. I love you baby @just_be_satisfied #ithinkillwritehere
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™ ac: @pxychopxth date: january 23, 2018 _ ⇴Caption: So, my mom would never buy me a yearbook because it was a waste of money. Well this year she got me one from eighth grade. I saw my picture and I literally cried, because everyone else looked completely fine. I looked like a bald headed hobo. So I got mad and start scratching out my face with a pencil. Hehe I also kept throwing it across my room. My god, why did I have to be so ugly. _ ⇴Tags: { #broken #mentaldisorder #mentallyill #mentalillness #selfharmmm #sad #sadquotes #ritzen #depression #depressed #triggerwarning #anorexia #ed #eatingdisorder #ptsd #adhd #did #bulimia #psychosis #schizophrenia #suicidal #suicide #ihatemyself #numb #alone #cry #anxiety #paranoid #ana #depressionen }
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™ ac: @pxychopxth date: january 23, 2018 _ ⇴Caption: Boys, they aren't some indestructible force. They can break too. They suffer too. Everyone does. Please don't forget that. _ ⇴Tags: { #broken #mentaldisorder #mentallyill #mentalillness #selfharmmm #sad #sadquotes #ritzen #depression #depressed #triggerwarning #anorexia #ed #eatingdisorder #ptsd #adhd #did #bulimia #psychosis #schizophrenia #suicidal #suicide #ihatemyself #numb #alone #cry #anxiety #paranoid #ana #depressionen }
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Buongiorno stelline! ☄☄☄ Questa mattina mi sono svegliata, vestita👕 e ho preparato la colazione da sola perchè mia madre ha giornata libera e preferisco lasciarla riposare... Stamattina colazione con: Cappuccino☕ •3 biscotti Galbusera Buongrano •3 biscotti Galbusera Vita gí ------------------------------------- Ora prendo lo zaino🎒 e vado in fermata a prendere il pullman🚍 per andare a scuola... Voi cosa state facendo?Con cosa avete fatto colazione? Vi auguro buona giornata! 😘😘❤ #anoressia #anorexia #ana #recovery #edf#edly #eatingdisorder #edrecovery #anarecovery #ed #food #anorexianervosa #healthy #anawho #diarioalimentare #realrecovery #anorexiarecovery #dca #healthyfood #staystrong #edfree #breakfast #recoveryispossible #dinner #anoressianervosa
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™ ac: @pxychopxth date: january 23, 2018 _ ⇴Caption: Sometimes, I'd like to go on a rampage and do a school massacre, but if I did I don't really have a plan how to do it. _ ⇴Tags: { #broken #mentaldisorder #mentallyill #mentalillness #selfharmmm #sad #sadquotes #ritzen #depression #depressed #triggerwarning #anorexia #ed #eatingdisorder #ptsd #adhd #did #bulimia #psychosis #schizophrenia #suicidal #suicide #ihatemyself #numb #alone #cry #anxiety #paranoid #ana #depressionen }
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#tra#transformationtuesday og et fint citat: ✨ “She believed she could so she did” ✨ #ano#anorexiavery #anorexia #ed #eatingdisorder #food #therapy #treatment #spiseforstyrrelse #anorexiaisabitch #anoreksi #transformation #4yearsapart #recovery #worthit
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Buongiorno Cerealineee🌄🌾🍲 AVETE FATTO BUONE NANNE😴? Io sisi🤗, anche se sono un po stanca😩 perché avrei voluto dormire ancora!!! Si, in questi giorni mi sto svegliando "per la sveglia" e non per "colpa mia" ahah quindi vuol dire che il mio sonno è miglioratoooo!!! Appena mi sono SVEGLIATA sono andata in CUCINA perché avevo una FAME ASSURDA ahahah e allora mi sono PAPPATA😋 LA MIA SUPER MEGA COLAZZA BOMBA CEREALOSA E NOCCIOLOSA E BISCOTTOSA E CASTAGNOSA😍😋🍧🍪🥛🍼🍲🌰💣💥 (quanti termini ahahah)😂😂 Mi sono PAPPATA...😋 -200ML DI LATTE DI NOCCIOLA ALPRO🥛🍼🌰 -CEREALI COOKIE CRISP🍲🌾🍫 (MI ERO TIRATA GIÙ 2 MANCIATE, MA AVEVO ANCORA FAME E QUINDIME NE SONO TIRATA GIÙ UN'ALTRA) -NOVELLINI🍪 -NOCCIOLE🌰 -MARMELLATA DI CASTAGNE🍯🌰 (è tornataaaa😍) CHE BELLO POTER ANDARE A FAME😍😋💪❤!!!! ------------------------------- Comunque stamattina a SCUOLA🏤 mi aspettano 2 ORE DI ITALIANO✌🇮🇹, ARTE🎨🖼 e FILOSOFIA🤔💭... In più L'INTERROGAZIONE DI INGLESE😨🇬🇧!!! Ho UN'ANSIA ASSURDA😨😨 perché non è che sappia le cose molto bene... Si che con il PIANO BES POSSO TENERE GLI SCHEMI DAVANTI, però non posso leggerglieli ahahah😅 HO UNA PAURAAA😲😨!!!! Speriamo bene✌🍀 Sapete, ogni tanto mi sento a pensare a quando ero tanto tanto dentro la malattia... mi accorgo del mostro che stavo diventando, ma non solo come fisico, ma proprio come PERSONA😈!!! Ero proprio cattiva in certi casi. Me ne sto accorgendo tantissimo, stamattina di nuovo... con il mio GATTINO COCCO🐱🐈!!! Si, ora lo coccolo, gli do la pappa, ci gioco, lo abbraccio, lo bacio e faccio la vocina carina❤. Prima invece ogni tanto non gli davo da mangiare (perché se non mangio io non mangia nemmeno lui), ogni giorno piangevo e magari gli urlavo contro senza motivo, o non lo coccolavo o lo evitavo... E LUI EVITAVA ME😔 invece ora tutto è cambiato🔄!!! COCCO LO AMO DA MORIRE E ANCHE LUI MI AMA, MI CERCA, ORA MI SEGUE SE GIRO PER CASA, VIENE IN CAMERA MIA SPONTANEAMENTE (cosa che non ha mai mai fatto), SI ADDORMENTA SULLE MIE GAMBE E FA LE FESTE SE MI VEDE ARRIVARE❤ QUESTO SI CHE È VERO AMORE❤ Scusatemi se vi ho parlato di questo, ma sentivo il bisogno di sfogarmi su questo... Se penso al passato mi ⤵⤵⤵⤵⤵⤵
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January 22nd: I did a 24 hour fast and then fucking binged so it was basically all for nothing. And I found out somethings tonight that are actually wrecking me... Calories eaten today:1000 Cw:about 128lb Gw1:110lb . . (Ignore) #sad#fat#thinspo#thinsperation#thinspiraton#thinstagram#mentalillness#broken#suicide#kms#skinny#ana#anorexia#bulimia
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Начала питаться и желудок вроде не болит, но почему мне так противно от себя? Тянет опять голодать. Никак не могу принять это. Хотя вроде бы и телу хорошо. Чувствую что желудок полный и в мозгах сразу включается " набрала кг". Как себя переубедить? ________________________________________ #анорексия #булимия #дневник #дневникпохудения #дневникпитания #калорийка #маложор #голод #интуитивноепитание #photo #like #diary #lovetea #food #blog #anorexia #bulimia #bulimic #kkwbeauty
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Осталась дома. Скорее всего сегодня не буду появляться в инстаграме. Плохо морально. Опять начала вспоминать больницу и на душе ужасно паршиво. #фудпорн #рпп #рппдневник #рппвосстановление #дневникпитания #дневникрпп #анорексияоди #анорексия #булимия #булимияуходи #фудфото #еда #foo#food #foods #foodblogger #food #diary #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #recovery #fooddiary #rpp #восстановление #ип #интуитивноепитание #пп #правильноепитание #завтрак #обед #ужин
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| Day 2 | 401/400 Доброе утро 🐧 Все съела за один присест 1 🍌 135гр.🍚 100гр.ванильного йогурта 💚 #ED#anorexia#анорексия#ана#рпп#диета#непп#голод#питьевая#дневникпитания#дневникпохудения
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™ ac: @pxychopxth date: january 23, 2018 _ ⇴Caption: I sort of feel like, my depression ie just a pathetic excuse for everything I do wrong. I'm just an attention-seeker. I need to stop acting like I have such a bad life, when nothing traumatic has happened. I'm just so weak T-T _ ⇴Tags: { #broken #mentaldisorder #mentallyill #mentalillness #selfharmmm #sad #sadquotes #ritzen #depression #depressed #triggerwarning #anorexia #ed #eatingdisorder #ptsd #adhd #did #bulimia #psychosis #schizophrenia #suicidal #suicide #ihatemyself #numb #alone #cry #anxiety #paranoid #ana #depressionen }
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Guten Morgen💕 #edr#edrecovery •Frühstück{23.01.2018} Das heutige Frühstück bestand aus dem Banane Mohn Porridge mit Himbeeren Erdbeere und natürlich Zimt☺️ •School Snack sind Nüsse, Allin Getränk und ein Energy Bar in Geschmacksrichtung Kokosnuss! Ich wünsche euch einen erfolgreichen Tag!💖 #anorexia #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #edrecovery #anafighter #anawarrior #recoveryispossible #recoveryisworthit #fightingana #beatingana #recoverymeal #myrecovery #recoveryjourney #edwarrior #anasucks #recoveryishard #anorexie #edrecoveryfamily #essstörung #recoverylife #breakfast #porridge #oatmeal #energybar
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Im not happy... • • • • #dep#depressed #dep#depression #sad#sad #sui#suicide #sui#suicidal #anx#anxiety #gru#grunge #alo#alone #cut#cutting #ana#ana #emo#emo #lov#love #tum#tumblr #sel#selfharmmm #sad#sadness #fat #sadquotes #likeforlike #alternative #blood #tired  #depressed  #depression #sad #suicide #suicidal #anxiety #grunge #alone #cutting #ana #emo #love #broken #anorexia #tumblr #selfharmmm #sadness
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Cliché du matin : café ,compote bio pomme vanille,yaourt bio zéro ,pain de mie bio au beurre et à la confipote de myrtilles pour aujourd’hui .Mardi : début du rush de la semaine avec huit heures de cours et retour chez moi à six heure 🤕 .Mais bon on essaie de se motiver malgré les difficultés et la fatigue omniprésente ces jours ci ! Je vous souhaite une belle journée quand même ! Bisous 😘 #coffee#vanilla#apple#yaourt#confipote#butter#morning#tuesday#anorexia
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i was going to start fasting today but my mom told me to buy lunch at school today. I got a vegemite scroll (180) and fruit salad (120) from the canteen, a total of 300 calories 😊 - #ed #eatingdisorder #bulimia #bulimianervosa #anorexia #anorexianervosa #whatiatetoday #fooddiary #vegetarian #vegetariangirl #mentalhealth
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It’s going to be a rough night 😔😔but I’ll try to stay clean
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hi everyone, i hope it’s okay that i change around this account :) i’m not quite sure what it is yet but i guess we’ll see - - - (tags) #aesthetic #tumblr #tumblraesthetic #girl #brandy #brandymelville #skinny #ana #anorexia #bulimia #depression #depressed #anxiety
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1/22/18: dinner!!! ravioli ravioli give me the formuoli 🍝🍅 (250) • #anorexia #bulimia #ednos #weightloss #lowcalorie #fooddiary #eatingdisorder #anorexianervosa #osfed
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Доброе утро ✨ На улице -18, кажется, накаркала я с потеплением😂🙈 На пары сегодня не поехала, потому что весь день практика, которая у меня сдана💪🏻 Хотела сходить погулять днём, но при взгляде на градусник, желание отпало❄️💨⛄️ Одевайтесь теплее и хорошего дня вам💕 —� Завтрак: ✨кофе ✨2 карамельных хлебца ✨сыр Хочется сидеть и естьестьесть . . . . #food #foodblogger #foodporn #edrecovery #ano#anorexiarecovery #anorexia #анорексия #восстановление #дневникпитания #дневникпохудения #мирдолжензнатьчтояем #рпп #худею #типичнаяанорексичка #40кг #правильноепитание #фудпорн #шоколад
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