I feel like the ugliest and most unwanted being. I have all my digits, everything is in working order. My needs are met. I have a job trying to help others. All my dreams are at my fingertips. But i loved someone who vandalized my mind. Used me for trash then set it to fire. Any shred of self esteem i had has been devoured. I am always praying that if people are just using me for sex that it will end. And they all ended right after. I believe god loves all his children and he will help those who rejected me find connections that are real and lasting. I just think that im undeserving of being loved by anyone in Gods eyes. My whole life is a train wreck of getting worse and worse. I either have to learn to love myself for no fucking reason. Okay i already do, but now i have to accept that i dont deserve to be loved. Always used but never loved and that shit hurts. To walk away from even trying. Thats where im at. Congratulations men. You broke another one by abuse and using me as a temporary. It served your moment but im just glad im not your judge at the last day. I love out to the last second with honesty.
They hated Jesus, hated Malcolm, hated Martin
(They gon' hate) Eight niggas living in a two-bedroom apartment
No lights up in the crib, I guess I came up out the darkness
Mood change when I spark it, new Range, now I park it #DaveEast#Thehated#paranoiaatruestory
Inspired off the ‘Paranoia: A True Story’ EP, scenes to a featured single took over the internet 💻. Titled “#TheHated” 💥🔫♬👈🏾👈🏽 starring none other than #DaveEast featuring internationally known rap star, #Nas. A powerful duo project produced by Andrew Goor, directed by Kid Art, presented by Chariot Pictures Production... Brought to you by: WWW.SWAGGARIGHTENTERTAINMENT.COM
The 5 we're holding up is a inside joke. This show was a joke! But @i_am_a.n.t took it on the chin and kept going. That's the thing about being competitive. Some days you come in your best and you lose. Some days you come looking decent and you win. Shit is crazy! We still had fun in Denver. But we ain't never competing there ever again.